*sigh* I miss you... DBSK; friends; home; life; air; people; peace... There was another fight, or word fight, i dun knw the word for that *ahem* can't spell the word :X. Just he (dad) always say, i dun study and etc. Saying "i'll teach you math" like do you think i'll need to learn rite now. Saying those people in Vietnam is poor and look how lucky you are. LOL. I think there are other people that are stuffering other than our people "vietnamese". Just SHUT UP! << i'm just annoyed, hoping i dun need to study anymore so they won't say "why you get this grade?" "you're lucky you have education". Why dun you guys switch me with some other kid, so you guys won't complain your ass off!

I haven't been updating on DBSK in like 3 days already D:. And still i'm sad because i can't go to HB Dx, what a whiner i'm lol. but today i stalk some other people on blogger, not telling who :X. Just reading their stories and about how their life goes that's all = P. I'm listening to "TANK - Personal Angel" it make me feel empty missing everyone one all of a sudden. LOL. I wish that i can end my life peace-fully. so no one will be hurt by my words, the more i help others it doesn't even help them T-T. Everytime i see my dad and mom, sleeping I just think "no they can't sleep, what if they won't wake up anymore?" I dun want to lose them, even i curse and swear at them like pop corns. and end up regreting everything i say. I want to be a good daughter for them, but NO. NO one is perfect, and i won't let them direct my life. I'm just afraid life will end in a snap, where there won't be air to breathe. People to talk too. it's just painfull to face the truth that one day we'll fade, and new life will be created... I think my soul is gone, just my brain thinking and thinking for things to say. maybe i should rest and stop thinking of all of this stupid things. =O=


[ Maybe I'll Edit Later ]

*sniff sniff* THAT WAS GREAT ACTING RITE THERE!! *crys* Yes another episode of "Hong Gil Dong" it was just SAD! i'm on Ep 7, well i'm finish with ep 7... i dun want to spoil the story so i'm just sading it's sad that's all T-T... [Tae Yeon's If] her voice and this song really match the screen for this ep. If will let your sadness out =O=. It's 1.20am rite now so i have to go, and get ready for another crappy school day D:. I really dun want to go to school, BUT I HAVE TOO!

[ maybe i'll post Tae Yeon - If the next day ^^ ]

- Any Pig