I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine; it's like SO LO.


Wednesday, April 23, 2008, 10:53 PM
relieve & worry

today? it was good but i was tired lol. Really want to ended that stupid book, well it's not stupid but i dun like it Dx. since it's animal taking over the farm, like WOW cool << but it was turning draggy = =". only 4 chappies left D:.

today it's mainly one homework to do, but got the children`s book project and Chin does most the work = =. history is the book thingy and we have to finish it by friday = =", which i'm to lazy reading those chappies hehe.

i get to relax today a lot ;D, just eat then sleep. i think i slept for like ~2-3 hours D:, but i get enough engery now WHOO HOO! finish the main homework and yea lol

what i'm worry is about the diploma paper, like my fucking gah! it was due like on the 21st now i forgot to give it D:. it's 2 day due aish! i wonder if i'm going to have a name on the diploma T-T *crys*. i ask Sha to remind me but she doesn't remember just pissed of the other people = =". hope they will still take the paper i'm super worry about that @.@

another thing i'm worry about is the high school thing. they haven't reply to me on the email, so i'm planning/going to call them! just piss man! their service totally sucks. i knw you're busy but still like HELLO! work harder! damn you!but i have a dream that they said "no you're not in scholars" *O* please don't let this be true, since i said this dream to my friends and here :):

*breathe&sigh*

:EDiT:

hehe i'm happy alil bit rite now and alil bit upset with my sister = =".
Happy cause... KBS IS FINALLY ON AGAIN! YAY!! after like 5 days! but i get to watch the rerun of Hong Gil Dong ;D. and my favorite shows ^^. but darn that means the board-cast will be 4-5 weeks late than the actual playing thing D:.

My sister? lol i knw she won't read this blog or go here i think <<. but i hope she does, so she can read this. i can't really tell her about "Oh you did this wrong" and "you did that one wrong". i dun want to be a parent cause that's my parent's job. rite? O-O i dun knw if i'm rite or not. if i'm a good sister or not. just urgh! she skipped school today, on a Wed. like wow that's a great day to skip school lol *high five (?)* lol take that back. just *sigh* i knw she is sad she doesn't get good grades for math related things, but her classes are mostly AP. so here she got C and D on the math thing. my dad and mom complain to her. is that why she doesn't want to go to school. or is it because of her friends, another group of friends that she doesn't trust? but she does seems fine with this group, which i'm happy. i'm just thinking she skipped school cause she is dating <<. darn i'm like a parent pahaha! but still whenever i'm by her where she is on the laptop and sometimes i ask her if i can listen to music while she chat. she said okkie just don't look at what she is chatting. oh now you don't trust me huh? am i really bad of a sister? now i'm going to telly-tell mommy and daddy who you are talking to. i used to look at what she is chatting to her friends, and laugh at what they are talking about. and sometimes just fix her grammar if she typed something wrong (lol that's lame but still :p).

i'm not a person that can talk closly, i have no emotion for example when the lil kids are drawing some, and they show it to me, it looks pretty but somewhat chicken scratch (sorry lol but that's how kids draw! >E) other people would react to them and say "AWW that looks soo pretty" like they really love it, man they knw how to act lol. but for me "that's looks nice" :S lol. so bad.

this is why my sister and i can't talk a lot now. *sigh* when she goes to college *sniff sniff* i'm going to miss you sissy T-T the old you lol *smack Loveholic's sad songs*


- Any Pig



PS: are you happy i update the songs ;D? this song is by Loveholic - If Only You Were Here I LOVE JI SUN's voice! yea i have been wanting to sing like her when i heard her song "One Love". just found this song and i'm lovin' it hehe. maybe in a day or 2 i'll update the song -- to Loveholic - Sad Movie another great song from her or Loveholic ;D.

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