i'm not the one stupid, am i? was i just soo freaking stupid to feel sorry for my sister.

so here it's a new day, and she is skipping school for the second day. like what the fuck! do you hate that school that much? i'm just pissed cause i alarm 6:01am thinking she is going to school but hell no! so here every 9 min the snooze thing comes. i have to hit it everytime. and since i need the alarm clock that's why i slept in my sister room. here i thought she was going to hit the snooze button at a point so she can wake up. HELLL FUCKING NO! she just wack me on the arm or the head so i can hit the snooze button. i just want to fucking ignore her for real. i thought i felt sorry for her. i must have been a fucking stupid.

so i woke up just now to get ready for school, and she said to me "alarm 10pm for me" i was like ok. i did. but then again i was piss so i just alarm 11pm. like i care now. i'm fucking piss. she cares about her friends more than me. and she said she cares about me PAHAHA!! LIES!!

going to school now >E

:EDiT:

i'm back -O-; and during the whole day of school i was thinking of my sister and her "life" the life that she won't tell anyone but her friends. i send a letter of a email to her. i knw that it does sound harsh, to what Wurlly said :). but this is the nicest way i can put it. here is what i send to her...
click to see full *hides*

i also gave her a song with it. lol i wonder how she would react to this. i cried just listening to this song Loveholic - Shinkirou i wonder how she will react to this lol. would she cry, upset, mad, or just plain confuse?

aish i have to retype the whole thing again since blogger got some problem. typed a whole big paragraph, now i forgot wat i said = =" i'm 65% cold hearted knw lol. if i would those other percents then i'll be happy, since i won't be too emotional. i'm just upset, tired once again. slap me on the face if you want to. if you think i de-serve it then go ahead and slap me.
have to finish the book in history lol, this book isn't stupid, it's retardly cool. LoL. it's contrasting with the Russian Revolution to animals lol. that's the stupid part, but still cool :):. this is like the laptop as me, and the other people as my sister. or is it all the way around? lol i don't knw *sigh*

got a math quiz today, pretty hard on the last part of the quiz. i already knw i'm going to get 3-4 problems wrong lol. but i think i don't really care cause i'm sad and tired once again, or is it as always?

still have to call that high school but i have been too busy *sigh* can't call now, but may be on friday... afterschool? i don't have the courage to talk to them, hope i'll be tough enough when i'm talking to them.

-BRB need to do my HW now-

lol guess like i stalk on my sister account *ahem* yea i knw her PW lol and SN :p. so i ended up deleting the e-mail lol. *sigh* still think she cares or talk more to her friends than me D:. yea i feel jelly = =" but watever now lol.

now my nose is stuffy GAH! i am not sick! can't be huhuhuhu = ="
just gonna relax and enjoy life ? (:<


- Any Pig

PS; instead of Loveholic - Sad Movie the song will be Loveholic - Shinkirou ^^

I just fix my banner lol, just added more words and WOAH! D: the banner is like filled! think i'm going to leave it for a while but will put back the orginal one lol

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