i'm save my spot rite now, and elaborate later ^^

ahh~ mind as well elaborate rite now, before i forget D:. Just while i'm SUPER addicted to Hong Gil Dong's Ost this are my favorite ones [Last Tango, Wild Plain, Start of Love, Tae Yeon's If, Kim Eun Hee's New Direction, Park Wan Kyu's Fate, No Brain's My lucky is great!.] i think there are more but those are the ones i love love LOVE the most ^^"

i think i have mature.
i mean greatly. One side of my maturing is good and the other is bad Dx. the bad side i really want to get rid of, i don't want to confess this to anyone or post it on this blog. this is really a secert and a habit i have to break off. IT'S JUST BAD! i hope someone can help me, but i only have myself to help myself cause this situation is horrible...

When i'm listening to "Start of Love"&"Last Tango". I thought of sadness again... Yes i'm not only going on a depression of DBSK, but a depression...; DBSK depression, family depression, friends depression, love depression, and life depressio. now that i'm listening to peaceful music like those, i do feel at ease but that sadness keep on coming back = ="

Yes my dad&i still have some problem, also i have some problem with my mom too. Or mind as well say i have problem with everyone T-T. I don't get it why do they keep misunderstanding me, i knw i'm a rebel and i can't fix it. i knw sometimes their action is correct or their words, but i just don't want to accept it. and i never want to accept it.

if my family, friends, or everyone can read my post and actually understand the situation i'm in, then maybe they knw how i feel... I really hate and have anger towards everyone, not it's because they have done something wrong, it's because they haven't done anything wrong... the more people mature, they will not understand the situation the story of the kid. they(mom,dad,aunt) just complain how their kids are lazy, dumb, unneat, fat. I JUST HATE THEM! esp my dad and my aunt, whenever i hear them talk in the kicthen about me&my sister, why not just say their daugthers&sons, also other people life. i pretend i'm watching the drama, or listen to songs. but wat i'm really doing is listening to them [BRB] why can't they just shut up, it's people life not yours. they seems like a lovers than siblings D<

my thoughts has been gone of thinking of this sadness, just focusing on the drama now :). aish i think i knw the ending but i really want to see the ending for real <3. only 4 eps left guys =O=

- Any Pig