I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine; it's like SO LO.


Saturday, May 24, 2008, 11:18 PM
filth in the beauty

ahh that song~~~ i finally knw wat it means YAY!! 8DD if you knw that title "Filth In The Beauty" then you must knw it was sang by GazettE a J-rock band ^^" one of my most favorite J-rock group ^^. which today i finally have a chance to hear this song again 8D after like 1 year or so. so at first when i listened to the song i didn't knw what the song means so i search for the lyrics and the meaning. which of course i read the lyrics that time i didn't understand it lol so i give up <<". then today i search for it again ^^, now i finally understand it ^^... i knew this song is a baddie song, but it's a serious problem. because it's about insect rape, which in this MV it's about a father that rape his daughter, well about too. but the daughter trap him, by tricking him, some type of stuff. i still love this song because it just ROCK MY FREAKING STINKY SOCKS!!!

another song i listened to today A LOT! i mean A LOT was DBSK up coming new release single in japan of course << it's their 23rd single will release on July 23rd, 2008 ^^. the name of it is "Why Did I Fall In Love With You?" when i first listen to it. it sounds soo refreshing ^________________^ but in some part it made me alil sad T-T. to sum it up. it means this song will be about past love ^^? but WOOO~ i was leading the talk with Wurlly, just spamming to her about my hyperness of this song lol. Wurlly said "it's recorded in the states" i was like *shocked* but then she said "maybe" << *sigh* Wurlly just killed the mood lol. but then i think about THEIR MV 8DDD! i said to Wurlly "maybe they record their MV in the states!!" there we both got excited lol.

then it was back to work for me in the forum ^^, which i have to make a 'Warned Members For Spamming' some part i was distracted by Sha. because she was talking about something important, well doing the post, where Wurlly was bothering me to finish. i felt ><". but i manage to post the darn thing and talk to Sha. who didn't even talked a lot, because of her chores = ="

lol as Sha predicted about this, yes i'll talk about this. so here Sha got a stranger talking her, he or she is french. since Sha give wat that person said, to me, so i google the language that person is using. i said that person is "french". there Sha was like "Should i talk to this person or not?". in my mind i'm thinking "if you want too then fine, ain't my problem". i felt somewhat "used" by Sha because she kept giving me wat the person saying to her. so she asked "wat does that mean?" i felt annoyed >< but i didn't want to say that to her, because she'll be like -oh you're not helping me-. which all the line that person talked to her, i translated by using the google translater. Sha then say "Should i block this person or not?" etc. i felt this is kinda stupid, because she have been talking to this person like for 10 or 15ish minute. but she got vague answers, doesn't that mean this person maybe a "stalker" so some kind of shit? so i said to her "this is stupid you knw <<" her mood was turned off by me, of course lol, i'm always accused as a mood killer = =". then i explain to her why it's stupid, there she somewat sound "fine". annoyed by me and feel that i dun understand her. i knw i didn't understand her, because this happened to me before, where strangers where talking to me << then i talked to them, at first i was wondering who the hell i'm talking too. but then later i put on the "safety net", thinking this person maybe a stalker. so maybe this person Sha is talking too is a "stalker too" << just sometimes you can be a friend on a person on the net, but you'll still have to think "if this person is real or just a faker"

man i have been typing very little and begin vague about it xD. yea i'm tired of typing about my day, and i have been busy this whole damn time ==". but today i'll try my best to explain more about my day, and edit the other days tomrw with more full detail ^^"

yesterday i forgot to say about this. but when i was in the bus, i saw 3 students coming in the Bus. which i thought they are Japanese. by their hair xD. but once they open their mouth and talked D:. they are Viet, and they are the "new comers" to US. by the way they talk, well it's very loud and like those annoying big mouth people talk. yea new comers from Vietnam, mostly have that annoying voice, where their fucking voice is soo loud. then they think they're "cool" because they are in US and they are fashion-able. MY ASS! from wat i see, one girl had a NIKON (if i spelled company rite) cell phone, with a fobby ass voice, since she was speaking in viet the whole time. so to me, i think the three are new comers, who think "they are the it" the cools. OOHH~ man once you knw the real side of US, your "IT" ass will be fading. which that's cool since they will work hard ^^"

also yesterday, when my dad & i was picking up mommy from work at 11:45pmish. while dad&I was waiting, my dad. as always says "i'm old and weak" = =" he said he want to rest, but he'll work hard to get money so me and my sister can go to school. then he said "once i die, i'll share my organs for others" yea hope you understand wat that means lol xD. it means my dad, when he past away T-T, we'll won't burn his body to ashes, but any organs that's healthy etc~ like eyes, heart, lungs, liver, kidney. he'll donate his own body for the other people.

ahh~ daddy that dork = =", but he is doing something good O-O? while hearing him talk about how old he is getting. they just makes me cry = =", i dun want to lost them. none... *breath* i just hate when i think about them, even if they are happy, i'll still cry somehow = =" I LOVE YOU MOMMY&DADDY T-T!!!!

*takes a moment* -2 minute later-

okkies ^______^, well one other song i listened to was SHINee's Replay (Noona You Look So Pretty). ahh now i'm in love with this song too, well actually a member in the group xD his name is Minho ^^. CUTE CUTE 8DD and he is only 16 years old ^^" but i rather have my Jae Joong though <33 he is still my love <33

i think that's all *sigh* lol will full edit the other post including this by tomrw ^^".

but i bet i can't since i'll be busy again doing the Piano Scores list = =", yes a busy life online xD

nites ^^~~~

- Any Pig

PS: UPDATED SONG 8D and TURN ON YOUR VOLUME TO THE MAX! =D

like FINALLY MAN!
but guess what's the song xD!! yes it's the song which i title for this post 8D
GazettE's Filth In The Beauty ^^ i have been into rock songs soo mucho now hehe LOVE IT 8D~!!

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