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Friday, May 2, 2008, 9:32 PM
why?

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backie ^^ and why is the title today Why? O-O LOL. well to think about it there's a lot of reasons and the word "Why" in today's stories -O-

first of all it's Jane again lol, poor little girl, i want to wake her up by throwing some cold water on her D< ! i knw she doesn't like to be in "our" group cause she likes how it was like before, being with Micky&Daseul's group where she can hug and feel the love, with Tea. *sigh* she got sad today in library where she hugged Daseul crying. Sha&I talked about this situation, of course i worried about Jane cause she doesn't knw who to go too = =" and i can't help her a lot D:. yea this isn't my problem, cause i have been annoying a lot already. so i'll just spill it all out here LOL! to what i think, Daseul is a caring person i do believe so, just that she wants to be smart and be by herself. Micky is the "leader" of the group, and she mostly pick girls that's (if you fit in those terms then you fit in there); smart, pretty, suck-up, & filthy. this is pure-y my thinking. but yes i just feel that who ever join her is stupid. but of course they can have fun, i just want to knw the "real" side of Micky. BEFORE i really make if "offical".

yes to what Sha,Me&Chin (mostly Sha&Me LOL since we talk about them a lot than with Chin hehe *pats*) thinks that Micky treats her girls nicly then at a short period of time she throw them out. but what makes me laugh is that she only has 2 girls that she can use. Daseul is her offical buddy so no throwing for her LOL. but the other two girls are Jane&Nicole. so here in 7th grade the beginning of 7th Jane is their friend, then later they throw her out saying "they dun trust her"

after Nicole is their "user" where they can use her. after the beginning of 8th grade. since Jane is dating with Tea, she is back friend with them. and now (ending of 8th grade) Jane is kicked out and Nicole is now their close buddy. yes this is pretty stupid for those girls to be like this and be tricked like this, but BULL SHIT we warn them, they dun care so it's their choice ain't ours.

but Happy 14th Birthday Jane honey~~ (dongsaeng)!!

yea today i was sad for 2 events well 3 but i said that one already lol. the second one is that Jane she always bring "fried rice". i knw it does taste yummy, just she always bring it LOL. i'm noy complaining why she always have the same lunch. but Dongsaeng need to take care of herself. she knws that it's not healthy for her D<. and maybe that's why she has bruises for no reason = =". i really want to make this lovely lunch for her, just like Daseul&Micky always share their food for her. but i knw my food will always suck = =" i'm such a bad person T-T

the 3rd thing that made me sad, was the song "Shenandoah" i half-crying LOL. yes we were practicing for the granduation songs/singing/etc~. that song is soo emotion D:. and i got teary listening to the song T-T.

but GUESS WHAT!! ;DDD. you knw we have to line up shortest to tallest for the girls and boys too. i guess i wasn't the 15th tallest in the girls group but is 20th tallest ;D. meaning 1 is the shortest and 50 (about 50 girls) is the tallest LOL. yea we have too learn how to walk step by step. man i stinks, stepping the wrong thing D:, well for my first try LOL. but second try, thanks to Ant's advice saying just follow the other people that's ahead of us. so i improve from last time ;D.

*sigh* yea that's mostly it LOL. feel soo sad remembering the past. not the past in school, but my mom <3. I love her *sigh*. LOL even though i'm a tomboy since i was small she is soo nice to me, even though she has a bad parent skill LOL. remembering when she comes to work, during Christmas time she will work till 12am and bring me goodies and present, since at that time i didn't have anything as a present. *cries* I love you, mommy <33.

oh yea those asian guys at school are soo RUDE! they treat girls like trash. first is Da-re-us (sorry dun knw how to spell his name) but when he poke me or other girls, they were find. but until i poke him. he was like pushing my head and walking me around in a merry-go-round like WHAT THE FUCK! MAN! yea it happened like 1 month ago, but damn it's just a "poke". and i knw my poke is semi-hurt, but his hurt as hell. that idiot baster! like learn how to be nice to girls man, or to even girls that you dun even like! D< ! yea cause if it's Nicole, Anna, & those other girly girls he is fine if they poke him. until this "bitch" (me) comes you kill them!

then again today. Kevin. since his hair it has this "two horn" looking, yesterday across the hall, i suddenly say "Hi Horny~!" but i suppose to say "Hi Two-Horn~!" so here i thought this word "horny" of course it's bad, but still it's just an idiot WORD D<. there again he pull my hoodie "hard" to my head. really i want to slap him. but too bad TEACHERS! D<

then this idiot dumbass Mist-su-ro grading in Science again. and i graded his paper. here on one problem (2-C). which he wrote something i didn't even understand, like dude can you just put it into simple words. so i marked it wrong, knwing it is wrong and i can't even understand what the hell he is talking about. so here he talking in this idiot "smart-ass" way of his again like "no it's correct" PESSH watever. so he told Ms.K. like i care, if you get it correct good for you, if not that's even greater for ME!

LOL he got 4/8 and if he got that one correct he'll get 5/8 like i care. those other 2 math problem was fucking easy like 50 times 4.0 something like that. and he can't even do the math correctly LOL and he got a fucking Calculator! even i asked him if i can use his calculator and he was like "those problems are easy, go solve yourself" which i did noticing those problems were baby work. PAHAHA! NOW LOOK WHO'S TALKING SAYING "those problem are easy" sure smart-ass >E

yea those asian guys have to calm down, or not in the end those girls will think them as basters!

I'm finish for today ;D, feel soo happy to release myself ^^

- Any Pig

PS; WHOO HOO!! MY MOST FAVORITE SONG! DBSK's Aisenai-Aishitai ;D
K-I-S-S and K-I-C-K

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