it stands for copied/coffee. for what i know of ^^. bitches. sorry i just feel like saying that :1.

last night i drink a cup of coffee at 11ish pm, so stupid of me. what i got pissed of and thought that i was the one who copied other people ideas. okkies maybe i got the "over thinking jam". but on FB they have the tag thing called "18 people". and i posted my yesterday at 5ish pm. the title wasn't 18 people, like most people post it with that title. but it was "18 Little Indians", have you heard of the Little Indians poem from And Then There Were None? but it's about 10 people all die :D.

so right before i about to go to sleep, or so call turn off my comp xD. because my dad tell me too =-= it was late that's why, 2ish am, was the time. i saw (or thought) Micky post her's 18 people with the title "Eighteen monkeys jumping on the bed..one fell off and....". i thought :O OMG!! she sort of COPY ME. that BITCH! thinking that Micky copied me <<". i check the time that she posted it up. "Yesterday, 10ish pm". i was like OMG! i sort of copy her!

the whole night i can't sleep =-=" thinking about that. with the coffee i drank :S so i can't sleep. to waste my time i read the book i'm reading "wait for me by AN NA". i'm starting to like it ^^. pretty cool. then to think about it! (the tag thing) yes i'm like that =-= over thinking D:. it said yesterday! yea YESTERDAY! which means the same day i posted mine! because i checked it at 2am meaning a new day! so MICKY WAS THE ONE WHO COPIED ME! that URGH!!!

right in the morning i checked. it wasn't Micky's post, it was Nicole. << you fucking bitch. it seems like a indirect competition. because i don't knw! just when i made this smilie [:1 or =1], after that she sort of did the same thing as me! with this smilie [:I] sort of the same there you bitch. then her fucking music voted as the "Best taste in music" something. then this. now i hate you. PAHAHA! i don't get why Chin likes her, Sha&I doesn't like her at all. i don't knw maybe Sha&I have the same taste for people but not Chin, since she's white =-= or acts like one.

then another bitch. Branda. okkies i don't knw her a lot so i can't really call her a bitch. but she did hers "18 gangsters." and the 18 people wasn't even the last 18 people that posted on her wall.

now i don't really care. i should just FORGET ABOUT IT. because all of this shit is making me mad. as i say "don't judge people until you know them by heart". so i'll space away from this annoying people.

LOL! it's 1.58pm. and about 30min before that it was lunch time~!! my ass. always that aunt. i always feel she is laughing at me behind my back. because of my rude-ness, that's what she said. and she always have the bond with bitch i mean sister. everytime it's my aunt cook she always say call your dad to eat. bullshit. what about the other people you bitch. this is why i don't eat with them. if they don't call my fucking name, why go and eat?

i hate this messy family. and this fucking friends thing. SHA! please be back soon?
Chin hasn't reply to me with the drama thing for 2 days already, so fuck it.


`--brb (will edit later if i have more thoughts to put out)

yep guess so *sigh* i'm tired. tired of being a sister, a daughter of a parent who cares for their children a lot. or they just worry too much. *sigh* just tired. i just want to change myself. so i don't even have to be this nosy, annoying, sensitive sister. i don't want to say fucking sorry to everyone. shit. it's what i think. and if i did thought wrong, then i'll learn my lesson. whocares if your heart hurts but my actions. like i care, but i care too much i'll be hurt-er than you bitch.

Rose and her (sister), just because they have boyfriends, they have this special bond. *snort* my ass. they are doing this BQQ thing at Rose's BF thing, i think. because they both just left.

Angie just come home like 2 hrs ago. with her kids saying "nam miss them so i'll come here". is that really true? did Nam said that...? cause what i see, when her children is next to her, she was just chatting on the computer. just because she feed your kids means she is a good babysitter? now she left PAHAHA! they don't care if my existence is here. so i'm not going to do anything. when i have made something cool the kids are like "who did this?" "Xiu did it" someone said. they then are like "can you teach me this?" after that they just leave the stuff there and go somewhere else. UGH! what's the point of making something cool again? it's just turn to shit again.

right before Rose leave, she use the computer to mapquest the location they are going for the BQQ. she saw my desktop, it's DBSK. she ask which guy i like. and of course it's Jae Joong, she said "he looks like a player" sure he is. and...? you're just judging by the picture after she about to leave she said "you're not going to use the computer are you?" like you care, i knw you do but still. fuck off, i'll control myself. it doesn't mean i stay on the comp means i like to stay on it. i have enough. from now on, really. i'll try to control myself for not caring about shits.

Chin replied. so it was true she just jump to the conclusion. i reply to her, giving her a reply that i'm piss. lol like i care now. she asked if i got homework from our high school, meaning those people who are in the Honors thing have Homework? well i don't really care anymore, because i'm not in there anymore

about the freshman connection, i'm not going. isn't Chin happy now *snort* like she care a shit.

- Any Pig

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