I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine; it's like SO LO.


Friday, June 6, 2008, 1:29 AM
did i forgot to say this?

i don't get it, this family stinks like shit. there's some kind of stupid secert around here that i dun knw. or maybe i do. just URGHH!

First is my sister, that lazy ass bitch. she NEVERS clean up herself, just like now. her idiot bag of chip she didn't close it. it's damn easy, and she can't even CLOSE it. damn you. her boyfriend nothing to say, i hate her and "him".

Second, my aunt. i knw, i knw~ she is SICK, meaning she is weak, etc. but just i fucking hate it when she sees my mom coming down the basement, or just coming by her way, she goes and hide. really just this damn stupid people. *stabs stabs* like wat's with her, she tries to be nice or tries to act nice. fuck that i can't see it. she is now more quiet, and innocent. well as least to my dad and sister. i just still think, she and my dad got this "love" ish shit or something like that. just the sum is... she hates seeing my mom (by avoiding her), loves when my dad comes to her (to act innocent). when i'm in this "nice" mood, she doesn't take the offer. so fuck that.

i try to be nice, no one want to take the offer so fuck it. just FUCK IT URGHHH!

today wasn't the day for me to be nice or cheerful at all. at school we got the dress rehersal for the granduation. so i wore low sort of a high heel. damn it hurts *curse at it*. the way i walk with the skirt PAHAHA!! you dun even think that's a girl is walking in it i think ><". but yes i'm a tomboy, so i can't control myself walking "nicely". it was soo hot when we did it. in the morning it was horrible. when we came up to sing, i cried T-T. *sigh* just seeing that this group is going to walk in a different T-T. i bet myself when we granduate in high school. it will be harder. in the afternoon it was good, just the idiot foot hurts. that time i didn't cry :D.

i have nothing to say about Chin, i just have enough. just to think about, why should i really talk to her when she hangs out with some other girl. who uses her. and she won't talk to us. so fuck that (:.

yesterday it was boring D:. just clean, by throwing the projects in the trash etc. *sigh* i'm going to miss you guys T-T. LOL! but i can't cry :P well for rite now i can't hehe because i'm too piss.

i finally knw the true skin of Sarah, Yejin, Mehvish, & Branda. and it's all dirty and wrinkles. if you see this do you think i care

tomrw WE as a group :D are going to the CRUISE 8D~ so i have to get early in the morning and to to Sha's place, then to Eliza. just to hang out xD! so NITES ^^ it's 2.05am and i have to leave at 6.55am

MAY I REST IN PEACE

- Any Pig

edit (by tomrw) -- watched DRAMA 8D!

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