edit other entries asap, but i feel VERY VERY VERY lazy @.@i think i can say i hate family party for a reason O-O?
everytime i go there, i always feel left out and lonely =-=. just because i don't get "notice" or loved by my family members. this is why i envy my sister. but let`s start about the trip to the family party today :). then i'll explain why i hate family parties.
last night, which i didn't tell on my yesterday entery :x!! lol JK~ because i started watching this drama at 1amish O-O"". and i stayed up till 5am :x, yea i really did ^^. and guess what i learned PAHAHA!! when it's 5am the sun rises O-O!! i never knew that, i thought the sun rise at 6am lol. nvm then =-=" the drama i'm watch is a Japanese Drama, the english title is Absolute Boyfriend, japanese romanize "Zettai Kareshi". ^^ go google it if you want to knw what's it's about. but the guys looks HOT/CUTE and the dude that's acts as a robot. WOW O-O!!! he really looked/acted like a robot O-O" SHOCKING!! :OOOO! and the other dude "the chief" WOW his lip, he always mush it together. like he is ready to KISS *SCREAMS!!* AHHH!! but i'm on ep 6 now ^^". the story line is abit draggy <<". but at the end of ep6 the dude "the chief" and the girl hugged each other. *love in the air* *0*!! but i feel so sorry for Nightto(night) though T-T. can't wait till the ending xD!
but about that, i slept at 5am till 11pm. which at that time i was finish till ep 3. then we have to get ready at 3.10pm to go pick up mommy and bring her to work at other place, then return the shoes i bought because it didn't fit me.
when we leave, my aunt was carrying the food to the car. i ask her "you carried everything rite?" i was making sure so i can lock the door, so we won't need to walk back and forth. she didn't answer me, oi~ i'm just like what the heck?!?! that's when i got pissed.
then my sister, gah i hate her now! just we have space away from each other, because she is grown up. i don't really care now, yea i called her a bitch. but she will think "why the hell you're saying that?" but i'm just jelous again, that she gets to hang out, have friends that support her a lot. but i hate her for being a lazy bitch who tell me to do everything. but wat i'm really jelous and mad at her the most is not her lol, but the dude she is dating. = = he gets all the love. and she doesn't even talk to me anymore. i'm sick of it!
we where about to leave and pick up mommy, the time was about 3.23pm. my dad stop the car and tell me to get a package of squid at home. i close the car's door with force, showing that i'm piss. got the squid, and we left.
i'm so tired rite now sorry ==" i think i'll tell the story tomrw or at 9am ==" it's 1.53am and i need some engery for tomrw == will sleep edit later ^^
- Any Pig