I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine; it's like SO LO.


Sunday, August 24, 2008, 12:52 AM
DBSK IS MY GOD :D~!

(man I just type a long post and boom... "Internet is having some inconvenience, we have to close the window" something like that T.T)

hehe I'll let you know why DBSK is my god :B~ later ;D~ but I just got home about 1 hour ago~ from my family party, which was okkie since it's always the same. Where I'm the invisble girl lol *fades* well not really ^^~

but I'll tell what happen about that later. Because I want to tell what happen when Me&myfriends went swimming.


oi~ it's the 24th already =-=" I can't believe =-=" we have about 8 days left till school DDD:! *screams&freak out* ekkkkk~~!

Just look at my horoscope ^^

[On August 24, 2008] Quickie

Resist the urge to share too much about yourself. Too many details turn people off.


lol this suck =-=", because I really want to talk about myself, but guess not RAWR! >E~ should of type this when i got home at 11pm lol.

(August 22, 2008)
cont. of the below post ^^

As planned I bought food for myself, but I bought snacks, & soda (drinks) in the cooler. I thought everyone would bring something... Because Eliza said she'll bring soda, & Yejin will bring chips etc~. When I was at school, just waited a bit and I saw Yejin texting as usually... she still is the same. I asked her "Oh did you bring any chips, snack?" but nooo she didn't. She said why did I bring a cooler, umm for you people and to share food for you guys...

YoGos! mydaer gah... Later I found out. NO ONE BOUGHT ANYTHING to share. BUT just me. I was confuse... like why? well... I'll tell later what happen happen lol (such a bad story teller D:~)

anyways~ as the weather dude tell on TV... they said it's going to rain but it'll stop. Eliza's mom (who is driving us to the water park) said it's going to rain so don't go. Yejin suddenly pray etc. like that the heck...?. Just they freak out too much... I mean I trust the weatherman lol since he has the tools to find out what will happen. So I know it's okkie to go swimming.

We arrive there. It rained PAHAHA~ so we get into the entrance of the paying area (just that we didn't pay for it...), to wait.

We waited, waited, waited. & it kept raining, raining, *ahem* raining* for about 30 minute (which was find~). It felt like it wasn't going to stop, some of us play around with the rain (dirty one D:~) it came from the roof of the thing... yea... While they play with the water, and getting wet. I sang DBSK's I Believe, because I believe when I sing that song the rain will stop xD~~ it actually did after singing it like 5 times :D~ Some of people thought I was crazy singing something (even though they are korean & I'm singing a korean sing) *sigh*... It's alright~ just atleast it stopped raining, lol it wasn't really DBSK's song that stop the rain, it was because the rain suppose to stop xD~ But I still believe that it's DBSK that made this happen :D <3333 I LOVE YOU <33 (and that is how DBSK have become my gods PAHAHA) worship them <333~ kakakakakakaka hehe~

When the rain stop raining, we just headed to the dressing room, and didn't pay. Then the lady found out we didn't pay & stuff, she said they were going to call the police etc~ at that time I didn't have any shameful, disappoint thoughts, which that is a bit shocking... since I'm usually disappointed/scare if I did something. Guess I have improve a little lol. But on the other hands, that lady was a bitch (sorry to say this, but really...). She and this dude keep say "Oh look at them, didn't pay. We could of call the police." In my head. PAHAHA! shut up. Look at us. We have our stupid money okkies? & we are actually PAYING FOR IT. So just shut up.

Eliza, Yejin, Beliga, Beliga's bro&cousin paid and went inside. While Anna, Janet, me & Chin, was still paying. I think Anna rolled her eyes or just that white lady was trying to think she was right, and we are bad 'kids'. So she asked 'So what do you think your parent will react to this?'. No one answer, I'm not the type of person that will answer first (always lol). She asked the same question again for two times, no on reply (man & I thought Anna&Janet, both 8th grader now, were going to answer). I got pissed no one reply, and just want to get this over with, do I answer "They will be shock." isn't that such a great answer ^^~? but really she wanted something more. I think Chin got pissed/annoyed too so she added "Disappointed". Then that lady let us go. Gah. Yea Chin got scare that she didn't pay etc, and she thought that we can pay later when we finish changing our clothes. lol That's what I was planning to do actually.

but we enjoy our swimming, Chin&Me was just trying to learn how to swimming while the other have fun. Man. Beliga's bro >E!! like any of the little boys *ahem* my nephews and nieces. He said "I'm weird" (of course) & "Your nose is big" (of course). I'm just used to it already, like how can I hate myself? Just I hate myself too much already. & I'm fine being hate, like I care. Just I don't want my family, my friends, & others I trust to hate me, that's all.

Well the boy didn't "hate" me because he just say I'm ugly XD~ THANK YOU SIR! I know that already >E~ you second grader fudge you >E! But later... he was all nice <<". okkies... lol I know I'm cool XD~ YEA BABY!! JAE JOONG TEACH ME HOW TO SWIM pahaha xDD~!!

lunch time ahh~. Everyone bought their food... while I have my food. All of sudden they say "I want soda, water" blah blah. I was like "here". You know at that time I thought oh 'sharing is caring' fudging stuff... but wow... atleast they bring something... ALSO I bought my soccer ball so it can help me float all of a sudden everybody took it... Just in the end the Beliga's brother play with the ball and gave me it. YAY!! first he call me ugly now sharing is caring hoot!! PAHAHA!!

It was 5pm ish~ we finish because Eliza's mom going to pick us up. So we clean ourself etc~ and waited, while waiting I took out my camera to take some pictures. Yejin suddenly want to take pictures of her, so she asked me to take it for her. I took some and she doesn't like it. So she take the camera and take like 10 shots of herself, but she seem to hate all of them. =deletes= I got so piss like what the heck... Then later, Anna, Janet, Eliza, & Yejin wanted to take a group pictures (meaning them) but also asked Chin&me to go to. Like heck no. So they took MY CAMERA and took pictures with it. I ask them to stop, WHY? because of pictures mass, & they were rude. I mean i asked like 3 times to give me it back (nicely) but they didn't even want to hear me. I got piss, but didn't do anything (now i regret it that I wasn't mean. because when I'm mean. I'll become that white lady but bitch-ie-er. Yea, you do not want to reach my bitch side. lol. Just don't be rude, etc~ then I'm fine.

right after I said "GIVE ME MY CAMERA BACK" like 5 times. Eliza's mom came save by the bell~ then they finally give me it back~

in the car, Yejin freak out that's she will be late for chruch~ and her pastor (hope I spell this right D:~) was waiting for her. But really Yejin need to calm down. I'm use to be like that too, freaking out like hell. But just learn to calm yourself then it will be alright~

Anyways~ Yejin ask Eliza's mom to drive to her house. Since Yejin&Sha's house is on the same street Chin&I want to meet with Sha, since we call her about 5 times no one answer, also in the morning before I go to school and meet up with the people, I stop by Sha but she wasn't there. hehe.

yea we went to Sha's house. Her grandma saw us outside she freak out xD~ *sniff* yup it have been about 3 months we haven't see each other ^^~ *hugs Sha* she was shock keke. We talked about 4 hours, random stuff but it was cool ^^~ at least we talk ^^~ I was like the whole time "is that her voice O.O;;" lol man it has been a long time i haven't her voice tea hees~

Chin&I left after talking, It was like 9pm. & i need a ride home D:~ no one can drive me home... & I though my sister wasn't working. anyways~ Chin's dad drove me home. Thank You Very Much ^^ *bows*!!

got home, and was sore-ing everywhere D:~ I barely can move. I use the computer to check on the forum lol, crazy me for caring for the forum too much pahaha~ nothing new hehe. so I watch IC :D~ but half way i felt asleep so =slept=

that was the end of the day ^^~

okkies other than that... I think overall... It was okkie. I just got piss with the camera part. Really. & I know they are using me. Just don't lie. I learn from my past lol. I mean all of them has a camera, even we tell them to BRING ONE, but only me. what the fuck. Just enough.

I don't really care if some one is reading this and saw that I said they were rude. Just that's my point of view. & since they were rude. Even they (mostly Yejin) told to upload the pictures in facebook. & I told the truth. like as always when it comes to importing pictures to the computer I don't know & my CP has only 2 USB holder & that is my mouse and keyboard. & if I use the mouse only (taking the keyboard USB out) my computer is slow (when it comes to loading etc.) which i get piss EVERY time.

they didn't trust me lol. & Yejin again, man she is just rude. As much as I like her with her hyper-ness etc~ just she need to watch her actions and words.

since she REALLY wants the pictures to be on facebook. she just say "Please (my name) I'll love you forever. You'll by my best friend!" I don't buy those words mydaer~ I also told them that ONLY & ONLY my sister can import the pictures to the computer. Yejin again, really really rude. say "tell you sister to import the pictures please, thank you." that's all. I mean. HECK NO.

Even if my sister will do it, which it will takes WEEKS for her to upload the pictures to the computer (yea as you already know she is a lazy ass, & she is busy from work). but Even if I ask my sister to do it, I will say. Don't even upload those pictures until one month pass of something. Because Yejin needs to know "You can't always get what you want."

I don't kow if I'm right or not, but really I don't care. Just that is enough of using a person. & even when I told my sister about this, all of a sudden she just say "OOOO they just use you~~~" (bitch) but she is right, and I know that.

okkies NITES~ it's 3.39 AM~ & this post is VERY VERY VERY long.

Also last day of the olympic today T^T~! (in China I mean, & today here too? don't know~). Totally going to watch this live, if they have it online. Because NBC doesn't have it live, & I don't want to watch the replay. If they don't have it, I'll just watch the NBC one lol.

DISCLAIMER~: I don't care if you are piss at me, if you are reading this. I mean ANYONE who knows me, & maybe even Yejin is reading this. I don't care. I want her too. Just give her this website her if ANYONE wants too ~ because I'm cool with that~ can't believe it, I talk about myself too much lol whocares~

okkies offically NITES~

- Any Pig

PS: no update ^^~ until tomrw~