GRRRR!! (brb!)

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*sigh* My sister >E! I avoid talking to her since I'm pissed at her. Well maybe who knows... But just URGH! Here she is working for those people again in the festival >E! I don't know it's just for 3 days and she gets 300$? but... *sigh* is she doing this because she needs money THAT badly. I mean she have another part time job too :S. for like 7$ per hour... But why does she need that much money? or is it she want to hang out with her "friends" again... >>" *sigh* I don't knw =-="

I mean it's HER LIFE! but I AM in her life :PPPP! just she doesn't even care about this house or this family. of course she helps Auntie and shit. but look. she doesn't clean anything!! >E I'm just piss at that.

I know she work hard and stuff. but look she work for like 7 hours... and gets out of work by 2pm then she hangs out with her friends/Boy friend. til 8pm. *sigh* like I care now. Just I want her to clean her fucking mess >E! even when she doesn't have a job she is soo LAZY *slaps* i'm just mad at her at that.

the other is her friend. all she care is FRIEND FRIEND. I mean when her friend ask her to do something. she does it. when i took her to do something SIMPLE she just ignore me and just chat with her friends. even in a phone call, she talks to them for HOURSS!! but family... I don't know *sigh*

at least she doesn't do anything bad and stuff. HOPEFULLY!

& my dad *slaps* GAH! man I know he is a hard working/caring person. but look everytime i use the fan (we don't turn on AC) anyways. when i use the fan, he just took it away from me >E. like AT LEAST ASK!!

then the bed a sleep in, down the basement. I sleep there everyday now since it's summer! every freaking time he say "MOVE" "MOVE". it has been like 5 days already and i'm PISS! when i woked up today. I'm just thinking WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH HIM! man all i need is you to pick another place to sleep GAH! and at least ask *sigh*.

my mom. she works 16 hours now everything day. the most time she work continuously is total of 38 hours. I know she work everyday etc~ but I know her health is bad *sniff* and I don't want her to die T^T!!! gah... she doens't have the rode of a mom who cooks and shit. which my aunt is good at and she always make fun of my mom of that >E GAH!. anyways she still is caring <3.

lately, well today. FOOD SUCKS =-=". I'm just hungry etc *sigh* no "good" food to eat =-=". I don't want to waste my money. but WOW what is happening food is like GONE =-=!!!

i thnk that's mostly the thing i wanted to say~ too lazy to do anything. too lazy to talk. and i feel too sad. *sigh*

NITES!

- Any Pig

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