[I'm sorry if I didn't say Unnie in there, it's just too much Unnies D:!]

Quickie
You must confront someone about a difficult issue -- don't put it off any longer.

Overview
You're in the middle of a big upheaval and it may be tough on you at first -- but you can see that it's going got be great in the long run! You might want to try something a little different this time.

I will *sigh* if I get home happy xD~ but I will : )~

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I just got back from shopping *sigh* it's 7.33PM right now~ So it was 12 hours when i posted this xD~

So the story goes like this... Since the Mass Chat was taken place at my time was at 2PM. So we started talking, with Wurlly, Marion,& May. While Lily, Kim, & Henna was away, but later Lily&Kim Unnies come to the chat. & Henna was out the Mass Chat because of sleeping? I don't know xD~

Anyways~ I'll skip to the part where Lily&Kim was in the chat. With Amy&Rei in the chat after they got on MSN.

So we started talking about the inactive issues with the staffs. Lily Unnie said that she will handle that issue telling everyone the notice, while Marion PMed all of the staffs to ask them if they want to keep their job. So Lily can know so she can take their position away.

Then we talk about making the forum new layout, making it looks like IPB version. And custom-made it. So maybe Mish will the layout, so we got that handle~~

& then this topic... which turned into a mess. It was about letting the GM going into the Admin CP. Since the forum have a lot of spam bots, and only the admin gets to delete them. Rei can't do all of them since she is busy and it will annoy her, also she is just helping the 'founders' admins until they are back.

So here Lily said, I won't give the GM the admin cp. but she will talk to Sanbi about it. We all know that Sanbi (or just some, since I didn't know this...) but Sanbi (from the old forum) she gave the permission for the GM to have control with admin cp (even in SHINee Forum the GMs get to have the permission).

At first I didn't realize Lily doesn't trust us with their admin cp, until I notice she doesn't even want us to have cp. But we kept asking her why, why don't you give us the control panel? she doesn't even answer.

Then all of a sudden she make this long speech about how she worked hard on the forum (*ahem* for about 1 freaking year <<"). Saying she is the 'FOUNDER' admin of this forum. So she will do everything thing. It took about 30minute for her to type her whole damn speech. I even got a headache reading her saying. Then that 30 minute suddenly change to 1 hour. We all got piss, well not Angie though.

If I have the Mass Chat, I'll totally show it right here. But my MSN doesn't have the Message history *sigh* since my MSN account is use in a yahoo email =-=". Maybe I ask someone then I can share.

But the whole damn thing is sum up is, she doesn't trust us. She doesn't trust us to have the control and help the forum. I mean it's just the admin cp, and all the GM is going to do is delete the spam bots. & I know Marion is a reliable and trusted person. I guess like that 'Lily' didn't want us to have the 'POWER'.

She said all this crap how we want all the 'power' etc. I mean bull shit. We don't want to have the 'power' to ruin your forum, we just wanted to help the forum. But she doesn't think like that.

She also said about she was the only admin in the chat talking about this etc~ She how she paid for the fees when the forum was in IPB. Mainly she credit herself. As the Admin, the one with the power, and the founder of the forum.

Rei was actually in the chat too, and she is an admin in there. But Rei said that Lily hated Rei about 2 years ago, saying 'no one will like you, Rei'. What a bitch. URGH.

That's mainly how the whole thing got into crap. Just because Lily doesn't trust us. Even though we just wanted to help the forum. She just think we want the power so we can be an admin in the forum. I mean fuck it. Why would I want to be an admin? I mean what the heck... I'm ain't that type of person who will take a person spot or anything, until I think I'm ready for that spot. But I know I'm not that type of person who take over people 'things'/'spot'.

......... & that are the reasons why I resign, along with about 5 more staffs. We resign because she doesn't trust us, she doesn't even like us. So why even work with her, and she is back in the forum.

Also... of course you can be on hiatus, but why 2 years? out of 3 years. That just show you don't even care about the forum. OH! and about she said that she pay the forum's payment (only, while she is away). Rei asked Sanbi if Lily even help paid for it, Sanbi said 'I don't think so, I don't remember she help pay.'

oOo at the end of the Mass Chat she said she'll post a notice. We didn't know what it was. But guess what? PAHAHA~ The notice was the forum is gonna close.

It just show, Lily doesn't even want to handle the forum, since she know 6 staffs resign. & she said it's just her 2nd day back to the forum. & already her 3rd day she quit. She quit on this forum & her position. Kinda stupid.

To be honest I don't want the forum to be close, I mean why the heck is she doing this...!? Just because we resign. FUCK IT! We'll leave and you can handle this yourself, shit. Go hire some new staffs then, because I bet they will be willing to help. But I guess she doesn't trust anyone PAHAHA~!

I think I have said what have happened. I'm really mad about this. & even sad lol. After I read every member's post how sad they are, and how piss I am that, that bitch is closing the forum, & with Annie's post in WenWen Cbox (i'm not sure if she said that to me or not) but I'll quote it.

ANNIE: haha...I bet you did..and i finally updated my blog. >.<

Xiu: I think Lily Unnie thought of this rawr, but I won't blame her a lot =-=" just she was a dicator you can describe ._." But we can always keep in touch Unnie!! T^T!! you better not make me cry T.T@

I'm not sure if she said that to me... but I felt hurt by what she said... in the end I cried like a baby to sleep xD~ ahh~

I think this post is a long post ><" Gah I wish the post width will be 750Pixels so it won't look like I type a lot lol. Anyways, about my review about my highschool&life will be tommrrow. So far I hate don't like my school.

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DBSK LEAKS OF PICTURES & SONGS IS LOVE <33~!!! hehe!!

Some good news for the forum is coming up~~

- Any Pig

PS: UPDATED SONG! [Tei - Time of Dream] I love this song hehe, so encourage-ing :P~
This song is from Gourmet OST.

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