I don't really know why I'm here god. I don't want to live here anymore or just be the person I am. With this name, I want somehow everyone will forget about me. & have a new start.

Because I'm sick of this. I'm such a weirdo =-=". Life is bad, but I don't really care. My friend totally change, One curse a lot and check out guys, The other whines. I don't even want to face anyone. I don't want to go to school, because I'm too afraid to face it.

I just want somehow I can faint, out of no where to show the people I'm tired. I tired of everything.

I can't handle all of this complaining, whining and all of this crap. It's just all mush in my head and I can't control it, I know I can. It just take time. Just for now I'm dead. I'm not functioning right, when I want to cry I can't, when I want to be nice I can't lol.

Yes, I'm sort of turned to a cold hearted person. Because the old me, is like everyone's toy and I am still. Where everyone use me as a dictionary, a map, a yellow page or even Google! I don't even know what the word 'Best Friend'; 'Friend'; 'Classmate'; 'Sibling' means. I should of study the meaning when I was in 8th grade, but too bad LOL~

I'm sick of being use +-+". No one care (i mean in real life), about me... I have been a listener to everyone and I just give them their comments. I know sometimes I talk to my friends about my problems too, which was good. But now I don't feel like talking to them, because it's either they whine or ignore.

*sigh* I'm fine now. Relieve myself. *sigh*

I shouldn't complain anymore, because there are people out there that have a worst life than me. & I should know that. I'll try to stop 8). LOL what's up there seem like a type of song, maybe I can write about it hooot~

I was late for PE today, which was the first day of swimming. Woke up late, I didn't even panick -YAY-! & Today's topic for the girls was 'Swimming'. Everyone ask each other 'How was swimming?'. I'm sooo sick of that man. =-=" It's just swimming, like SWIMMING! Chin whines like "OMG I'm going to swim next period!" <<"

*slap self* I'm bitching too much. Sorry.

I feel like putting this thing on private, so maybe LOL~ or not post anything here 8)~ I Hope Everyone Is Having A Good Day 8)~ I hope I didn't make your day sad or bad xD~ SORRY!! &

NITES ^^~

- Any Pig

PS: Change~ [Jae Joong - Forgotten Season]I'm in love with this song <33333~ I have been nonstop listening to this song for like 4 days already, starting on friday. hehe after Wendy's Unnie posted this song, I keep coming to her blog just to listen to the song, so now I'll post it here in case she change the song :/.

I have been practicing singing this song, kinda good at it. I think I'm planing to post it here :S. Not sure, because I bet when I sing it, I'll just mumble the words lol. I don't know the lyrics of this ><".