Today was the last day of school, yeah I know I can't believe it o-o! But what's horrible is that I'm sick just on the day of the Official Summer Break T-T! I couldn't hang out or anything, because we didn't planned too, but not only that I was tired... So right after my dad picked me off from school, right after I called him, we went to the hair salons, since he wanted to cut his hair.

Got home, and saw that the DSL(internet) box have the red light in the middle, which means no signal for internet. I unplugged the black wire that what I usually do when there is the red light. But this time the red light keeps popping up even if I plugged it back. I was too tired waiting for the thing to turn green, so I slept. Hey I had a fever :/!

At around 5ishPM, I realize maybe the phone line doesn't work that’s something that effect of the internet. I check the phone, it didn't work T-T. So right now I'm typing in WordPad, I have no internet or phone connection T^T! I can't live without internet 8((((!!!!

Let's hope tomorrow it'll be back on.

Like the topic for today "no connection", I feel Chin doesn't have any connection with us. Like ShaSha said one day to me that Chin always want to be ahead of us, and likes to be by herself. I didn't realize it until I saw today. Lately, she had been saying she wanted to take Geometry (whatever) during the summer, to be ahead. However, she found out if she takes the class, the class would have people that failed geometry. Therefore, she said she doesn't want to do it.

Now today (on the last day of school) she talked to Mrs. Mayer, and she said she found this other program where it is in a University. & she said she wants to be in it. Then we left after she talked to Mrs. Mayer for like 5minutes. We said good-bye and everything, I walked to the place I will meet my dad. I reflected what ShaSha said, and it's true Chin wants to be ahead... I mean why does she want to be ahead? Is it because we are in a stupid school, or she felt like a failure since she did not pass to the best high school in our city? I don't really know, but I just don't like how people wants to be ahead, and later they'll be all stressed out, and said "What I'm doing is harder than you" blah blah blah. I just don't agree to that. But whatever, this is her life, this is what she wants to do. So go ahead and do it. It's not my choice to control your world.

She also asked me if I'm in AP US History, and I said yes, because I got an email that informed me that I'm in. She got all whiny "awww man", maybe I didn't know how to react to that, because at first she didn't want to be in AP, I don't know. but yeah... I hope our relationship will get stronger and knowing more of each other; as to be a friend I mean.

I'm going to stop; too much saying bad.

What I'm happy about myself is that I run for 40minutes in my machine at home. While having no internet, my breathing got out of control, and my heart was beating fast. I ran and the beating slows down a bit.

Well I'm happy that I ran, and is going to continue to run this whole summer, because I gain a lot of weight, no kidding. Not only that since I'm in the scholars program next year (it's a stupid program) I have to read two books, and write a 4 page essay. I know this summer will go on by fast, so I have to get start tomorrow, going to go to the library and rent the books out. Oh, why is that program stupid? Because if you're in it, you'll have all Honors classes that's all. That's stupid because all of the other high school, you can just enter any honors classes you want, even if you're not ready for it.

Sorry for the long post, but spilled my beans again.


- Any Pig @ 06/12/09