I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine; it's like SO LO.


Friday, June 26, 2009, 6:11 PM
There she goes again

crying outside. I know I have really post a lot about my Aunt&her PMS with her crying. I'm really sick of that. Just about 10minutes ago, she got angry&went outside to cry.

The whole thing started yesterday where my sister was heating her food in the microwave & I was vacuuming the house. Then of course since we used too much powers. Lights went off. Got it back on and blah blah blah. My sister then try to microwave her food again, but the microwave didn't turn on and work. We couldn't even set up the time in it.

So TODAY. My aunt just learned that the microwave is broken. She asked me "Was it from yesterday blackout?" I said yes. She then started banging it (I was downstairs while she was up in the kitchen, but from what I hear it looks like she wanted to check up on the microwave so it can work again.) I asked her "What are you doing?" from the basement. She said nothing. I thought Okay let's just ignore her and let she do whatever she wants. She then kept banging the thing, and said only the One minute button works.

I said: "Yes, that's the only one." I then asked her again "Why are you banging on the microwave?" She said she's doing nothing. I said to her "You should stop that because that's not going do anything to help it, and it's only One minute button that works, so just stop messing around with it. It'll come back to life later." She suddenly got all angry, and said "Are you trying to say I'm doing something wrong?!"

That's when I know she'll get all pissed off&start talking about how rude this house is. Then she'll go out and cry. (that always happens when you'll start to complain to her) She thinks she's the only one that's suffering. She thinks she all innocent, going out and cry and stuff.

But truth is. She just want attention, and get out her frustration. I'm just sick of her when she always do that. I mean I just tell her to stop, and she make everything such a big deal which she shouldn't have. I'm really tired of that -sigh-.

I know I talk Engietese. (English/Vietnamese) and people wouldn't understand my broken words half Viet/half English. People really mis-understood me just because I can't talk clearly to them.

Just like the time where my dad tell me to turn on the lights when I'm using the computer, but I refuse since it's Noon time I can use the sunlight to see&I don't like the light (also we're wasting energy).

This time though I was about to sleep&turned off the computer. My dad suddenly turned on the lights, he said you shouldn't use the computer w/o the lights. I said to him "I'm about to take a nap". All of a sudden he just say "WELL I NEED IT TO CLEAN OUT THE BASEMENT!!" While the part of the basement that's he's cleaning is inside this room, WHICH HAVE A FREAKING LIGHT!!

Then my mom say "You are so rude to your family." Nice. I let those words hit me&I was sleeping-crying. Once I wake up my mom then again say "You're rude." etc. If you would understand how they said the word rude in Vietnamese it's more hurtful to hear that than the word Rude itself.

I'm so tired of people being misunderstood. I'm so tired of them misunderstanding me. But like I care, once I'll die, they'll remember me as a rude-ass. Then they'll get haunted forever.

Like the going say "Once you make trouble people will always remember you for that, so don't leave this Earth silently."

- Any Pig