[Long post, but when read it's short :)]

i just got a rip off, not from buying something. it's the idiot classes for school. i was like DAMN IT! why do i have to be soo STUPID! YES! YES! YES! i'm a fucking person who doesn't think before taking the action, and that's why i'm dumb and regretting this stupid ass thing. but i'm going to solve the problem so i can get ALL HONORS IN MY CLASSES! i want to slap that bitch, yea that bitch who picked my class. and i felt so fucking sorry for my mom <3, damn it i'm tearing up. my mom i really love her *calm down woo* just that when we went to that bitch. she doesnt even fucking introduce herself, like what the heck is her name MAN! damn her! and she thought my mom is a person that is uneducated, my mom just told me that, she really makes me think back how people have treated me, my family. just URGHH! like my mom is great at grammar/english, she knws how to speak in french, she is a freaking nurse, she knws how to speak in english, and she knws how to read some chinese. dun you think she is a smart person there. that damn lady thought my mom doesn't knw how to talk in ENGLISH, What The FUCK!

i dun really care, really i dun care if i'm swearing 100 times in this post, like i fucking care! just i'm pissed of my classmates, friends, myself, that idiot damn lady, that idiot high school, my sister, and others that deserve a slap, including myself. let's track this down bits by bits.

my classmates; damn this group of people, well it's actually her friends and family. i dun knw if i'm allow to put her name but i'll put it cause she is the innocent person. Jane deserve support from her friends and family. and this group of people i dun really care if they read this and say that i'm a bitch and attack me down. like i fucking care, but i do think that they are meanies! who are they X/[.] is Micky and Y/[,] is Daseul. Damn them, i tried to be nice to them, but all they care is about themselves. of course i'm not a close close friend of them like Jane is just i think, this is purely my opinion! but i think they aren't great friends, cause i knw they will be there for each other by comforting each other and cuddling (did i spelled that rite? watever) but that is a damn waste, cause they comfort during school, hug each other, and stare innocently at the person. like what kind of profit are you going to make out of that person. of course that person can say "awww" you guys are so caring. but for me i think, hello i dun need you to comfort me by hugging or staring at me like this. that's just stupid, cause in the end we go home and i have to solve the problem by myself again. what i need is your advice not your freaking comfort. but watever. Jane needs love, i haven't knw her closly. a very awkward girl, where she can be a pervie, but she is nice and caring. i'm sort of a cold hearted person who doesn't react quickly like girly girls.

yes i'm a tomboy. let's just ignore my story. i knw i can't help her a lot. but i really want to knw her inside story and have a lil chat. but she keeps avoiding it, so i'll let it be. until the day she needs an advice and a comfort, feel free and come. i just hope she won't hide herself, cause it's just a waste. like damn it, scream/ swear/ curse/ punch do something to relieve yourself, instead of hiding it. please Jane Dx

friends; it's the same damn thing so i'm going to skip the damn thing. cause i can keep contuine posting the same story and they read it. all they do is read, and doesn't change for a benfit. but you knw what! damn it! i'll let it be.

myself, that idiot damn lady, that idiot high school; skip all of these, cause i said those already.

my sister; i dun really knw what to say, she chat, stand her lazy ass, chat, eat, sleep, wake, eat, go to school, have dance pratice, home, eat, chat, sleep. she is a robot. but i have no comment anymore, i'm just sick of it now, meaning everything.

oh yea back to Daseul&Micky. i dun knw if they have help comfort for Jane but whatever about that. cause like i care about that, it's their problem. but the problem i really care is in Facebook, i usually stalk on people of course lol. and Nicole said she gonna hangout with those people including them. lol like one of their friend is hurt rite now, but they solve this by hanging out with other people to the mall. like wow

but whatever, cause everything i'm trying to help out or solve. i always cause a problem and others dun need my help. they dun need my help they just use me. so damn it, i'm tired of helping out. so i'll try to avoid those problems

they call me cold hearted, then let it be.

during school was actually okkie, Music Theory went well too ^^". damn it i have to be more relieve, i'm just too worry how people will think of me. my teacher doesn't care if i didn't study etc. this class was optional, for fun, and for you to take advantage to understand music. and i'm grateful for it cause i did learn a lot out of it today :). i'm just jelly of those kids who knws how to play piano, and learning notes etc. lucky them, get to learn since they were small. now i even feel dumber. when i see Anna playing the piano today, i was getting teary, just i want to be talented like her. but i have to practice. HWAITING XIU!

Mr. B was nice today <<, cause during encore to first period we were walking in the hall. my shoe laces was untie, and he notice. like wow when did that happen <<

damn i'm unlucky.

- Any Pig

PS: i just update the song ^^" like finally. but this song is by Monday Kiz defeat Rhymer; title- Shouting With The Heart
their album is - Inside Story, that's why i bold/underline those words ^^
i think Monday Kiz is my next favorite artist ^^