as a person i always been, my mood/thoughts change in a time of period quickly.

today was war to me, and only me. and i still hate him them. it's just too much for me, i try me best getting good grades, get into a good high school. but what i have done has turn into a laugh stock for them. i really hate them, i can't do anything like revenge cause it's a bad thing. they just think i'm a lazy ass hole sitting in a chair watching a drama for the past 3 days. thinking i don't listen to them, and they think i'm a crazy girl being a rebel. but you knw what i'm a rebel, i can't be happy anymore.

it's not only my family but my friends and i blame for them because i can't be happy. they always wanted to be in high school just waiting for the day to get out of 8th. and i hate them for that, they are maturing too fast, and i don't want to follow their pace. it's not the road i want to be in, now that i have step one step into their world. nothing is fun for me, i miss being a fan of DBSK. but you knw who i always think of not letting me LOVE DBSK? it's my two closest friends, Sha&Chin. it's mostly Sha who always ask "Why do you love DBSK so much?" and i hate don't like her for this. she just think i'm an obess fan of DBSK. i answer to her "cause they make me happy" she laughed at me, wat type of friend is she? i really want to slap her. i'm sorry if you're read this, but for that i disrepsect you. now look at me, i'm not the same person anymore, i cry more, i'm not happy in the world i'm in now. i miss the moments of being a fan of DBSK because of them i smile, laugh of their dorkiness. i was happy, knwing that their song, their exist actually cheer me up. but now i tried being happy but it doesn't work anymore. i can't even spazz of DBSK no longer.

I don't want to talk to no one.

because...

everytime i talk to them, they don't care. I hate my dad and aunt, esp my aunt, i knw she has help our family for the time being in U.S. but everytime i see her laughing at me being a lazy ass, cleaning the dishes just rite now. i wanted to slap her face. but i can't she is older than me.

i hate everyone that complains about their freaking life.

you knw what i do hate.complain.love the place i'm in rite now. but just deal with your life.

"Don't talk to talk, if you can't walk to walk."

they keep complaining like my aunt complaining her life, like my friend saying how boring this world it. why don't you do something about it, instead of sitting your lazy ass, complaining

I have... *fades*

- Any Pig