was i inspired by DBSK's new single xD? maybe :P~

but WHY! DOUSHITE Dx~ i hate life, well not in a sad way now PAHAHA!

last night, well not really really last night *plays the song last night in head* PAHAHA! JK~ but usually this days i haven't slept at ease. my daily routine was to sleep at 1am but now WOAH! it changed to 3am. i don't knw why but i just can't sleep this day. either i can't sleep or i'm just like a hippie wanting to see "nature" change at time xD!

so at 1am to 3am i just watch my drama [Fated To Love You] yes last time i got off track, but i just watch it just for the sake of it =-=". since i sort of want to save the bill price xD i turned off the night & computer of course Dx~

but then i can't sleep T_T! so i read a book Quicksliver but someone someone hehe not in a mood to give a full detail thing~ read the book until 5am almost half of the book. lol you must think i'm a fast reader *snort* yea right~ the book is about 223 pages and the fonts and pages are really short hehe i'm at page 102 right now. YAY~!

the problem between Chin and I is okkie now i think. lol i think she was shocked i can be that mad. YEA i can be a bitch sometime too 8D~ well with a sense SOMETIMES ^^"""". she just being a whiny ass which i hate =-=" and i don't like people who are whiny bitches so i get bitchy at them ;] yes deal with it ^^~ lo this is funny since Sha is in india and she have summer homework without knowing xD!!! let's hope we'll inform her before they go onto a class field trip.

yes the program, which i was suppose to be on, they are going on a field trip at the end of August *sigh* and Chin was all happy about that *snort* *sigh* i don't really care if i can't go on the field trip like i care about that T-T i just want to be on the program but too bad

my life is full of bad luck T-T *crys*. Yejin gets to go to Lane a good high school even though her test score was super low than mine (i'm not making fun of her, just she is lucky T-T). i asked that high school to take me in and they rejected me. but Yejin asked them the last time and now she can attend there *sigh*

oi~ that's why i hate life, but i guess i have to deal with it =-= and make the best out of it *sigh*. there's more but will tell later T-T" Dad is going to use the computer~


=EDiT=

*sigh* what a damn bastard day =-=", all of a sudden my aunt cook various food and crap. i asked wat's so special today? my mom replied "it's your grandpa's death day"
i was like OoOoO, it wasn't for a disgrace or make fun of him. i just can't believe i forgot that's today was the day he die~ *sigh* i think he was my most favorite grandparent ever. of course he spoiled me lol, but i wasn't :3~ when ever he gives me money i keep it in a box, where no one knows where it is. but the spoil part is that i sometime buy candy from the candy store close to our house. it was when i was in Vietnam, not in US for you to notice that.

he once came to US, i didn't react much. i hope everyone back there that love me. one is my god aunt ^^ she loves me a lot. but i don't T-T" i'm sorry. but i was a little kid, now i'm a teenage who thinks like crazy nonstop =-=".

you see if it wasn't for me to transport to US i would have been a spoiled brat in Vietnam. because the people over there treat me nicely and give me treats *sigh* i don't need all of that. because i'm DARK MOO HA HA!!

that damn idiot dad URGH! he hit me on the arm, no this ain't a one-touch thing that Jaemin does. it was to get the idiot camera D< you FAGGOT! i don't hate my idiot dad, but hey *sigh* i have nothing alike to him. he and my sister represent each other. both bitches. sorry but somehow i hate my sister a lot.

last night she cooked something simple. she offer me to eat. my greedy mouth agreed there i was T.R.I.C.K to her idiot trap D:~ she always let me eat then let me clean the dishes. i told her to clean it and she just ignore me like she doesn't know what i'm talking about TOT. you bitch!!! ARGH!

maybe i'll edit again, not sure it's not even night yet URGH can't believe it! it's 4.07pm D: why did i stay up all night *slap self* (nah~ xD~)

-Any Pig

PS: I updated the song ~-^ yep it's the same song i posted before. sorry but i'm addicted to this song ^^ and i can actually sing to this song now 8D~ after the lyrics going to fast D:

TOHOSHINKI - Why Have I Fallen For You?

hehe when this single release it's gonna hit #1 BABY 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD~~~!!!!!!!!!!!

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