the last 2 days i have a non stop laughing-athon xD~ mostly the whole time my face was like :D or 8D~

first on thursday i upload the pictures of our 8th grade crusie trip in facebook. hehe all of my shots are kinda D:~ but i took mostly everyone's face xD~ but some just look like i'm stalking on them lol

there was like 30~40 comments popping up when i finish uploading i was like WOAH! read every comments, Yejin was the funniest xD~

so there was one picture where Yejin looks like she is cold since her arms are hugging her body. then she said something like this ^^

"OMG! you do not want to know why my arms was there"
then another post saying "and it wasn't because i'm cold"
XD!! such a dork 8D~ and i reply "ewww~ xD~ are you serious"
yes it was because she was trying to fix her bra :x now everyone knows about it lol :x

then yesterday (friday) i wanted to clean up the forum etc~ making it improve. i talked to Wurlly/Borkie about it ^^ and we did a group chat with Rei Unnie even though she was wandering around somewhere lol.

but wat was shocking was... Wurlly and I have been talking for 8 straight hours O-O" i didn't even knw that until i count the hours *shocking isn't it?* (3pm to 10pm) but we went off and on just 5min or so lol

all three of Us (Rei/Wurlly/Me) was looking for a new skin for the forum. and we talked about the staffs, now i knw that "staff" was rude T-T". she have changed *sigh* i wonder why O-O? lol anyways~ we were planning to put new Emoticons (aka emos) since the one we have is kinda boring xD~ used it for 3 years already *sigh* need a makeover lol.

then i PMed Angie Unnie, my Sliver Tongue Panter <3 and is also my Soul Fighters Lover xD~ we both love soul fighters ^^" even though we don't talk a lot to each other :S. but then i knw why after she told me T-T" she have something in her throat, didn't give full detail. now i feel ashame of myself for putting too much pressure on her T-T"i was cleaning the the ST vault which was tiring so i stop half way (that's when i started talking to Wurlly with the skins etc xD) more work to do *sigh*"" 3/4 of the time talking/searching for skins we made soo much jokes xD~ it was a crazy time lol <3 heart hearts ^^~!!

today... booo~ *sigh*i was reading a book (just for fun) at 2am to ish now (not sure O-O) i have been reading this book for the about 5 or 4 days. kinda okkie. [The City of Ember] is the title ^^. the 1st and 2nd day i read it, it sounds like the book [The Giver] so ehhh? BORING~ after xD~ just at 2am i kept reading (was half way) now i'm 15 pages to finish, shocking but i'm starting to like it, even though some part of the plot is O-O" awkward~

in a part where the girl's grandma dies, i started to cry like crazy T-T"

today was kinda weird, because if there is anything that is sad or happy etc i just burst to tears. lately i haven't cry, but finally i did i feel much better C:. when i can't cry it feel >< just i can't handle the "no crying" stuff... just too hard.

even today Srisin Unnie (in the forum) she Scan etc, translate the mag. i was soo happy that she is helping, unlike other staffs that said "Oh i'm going to help" while they are not *sigh* maybe they are busy but at least tell. even if they tell some sounds really rude =-=". anyway i cried of happiness ^____________^ *tears flows*

then my family (dad, sister, my aunt, and Rose -aunt's daughter-) are going to a family party. and as i have said before i HATE family party. even if i want to go, no one cares, so i dun even want to go.

i still don't get it T_T my aunt hate me or something? am i'm that rude? she never talk to me for like the past 3 months. not even care to say my name. but i don't really care, i don't want to be in the "limelight" where she care about my sister saying "Oh Nam this care for her more~ , Nam that" i don't really care. but at least say something to me.

this is one reason i don't even want to go. i don't even feel i'm a part of the family. i'm just a body that contains a soul. and it just wanders around the house.

my dad and my sister was the people who asked me to go. i didn't bother to answer. i'm just sick of it. really i am. the whole whole family can say "oh why she isn't going to the party" (the last 6 month i didn't go to some of the family parties) and the family can feel sick saying "oh there she goes again, not going to the party" i don't care anymore, if i go nothing happens, all i do is just watch TV over there the same thing i do at home.

i feel more safe at home alone than a party with my family. i don't knw but just seeing them, i just want to cry (of loneliness/etc T^T). just like what happened when i typing all of those words up there. but then again my family are the one who help me. i don't knw it's just too hard. i'll do bits by bits but all thoughts and problems squish in my brain isn't good -0-

about music lol xD~ too lazy to update on songs, but lately i have been into American songs ^^ like Rihanna's Disturbia/Take Bow, Sepetember - Cry For You, Chirs Brown - Forever, Katy Perry - I Kissed A Girl, PCD - When I Grow Up etc

but there was one song i am MORE addicted than those song xD~ and it's from my favorite group <3 DBSK ^^" [DBSK - Darkness Eyes (XiU REMiX)] yes i love this song sooo much i made a simple remix of it ^^" i didn't share it to anyone yet ^^ well in one website i made in my blogger (which i bet no one went in there yet lol) and Imeem the place where i upload it~

really want to share it to someone, when i share to my sister she doesn't care a crap just telling me to put on the ear phones since the song is too loud T-T" i'm lonely~

even my best friend Chin doesn't talk to me a lot lol. i don't really care. she look/sounds like she cares about herself with school. so i not going to touch her business i just want Sha to come back and maybe i can share my stories to her T^T"

*sigh* long update eh? lol

but C'ya :P~ i think i'll post tomrw (about Chin xD) not sure though will be a busy day tomrw again T-T"

- Any Pig

PS: UPDATED! ^^

Rihanna - Disturbia

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