[TYPED THIS ON: August 19, 2008. AT: 3:29 AM]

Well I'm not sure if I'm really sorry saying this, maybe this will break my friend's heart but... I'm just disappointed.

I'm NOT mad at any one just disappointed. I'm not even going to make this vague. I'll just spit it out. It's Chin.

I know I have been having problems with her, even though I didn't really show it. She just doesn't understand. I mean what kind of friend will not know about what their friends are doing...? I know what she is doing, she is working, helping out her family resturant, running, & doing homework for high school. & I didn't even ask her about what she is doing.

I just got an email from her today, & I'm quoting.

Subject: QQQ
Hey, guys, do you know when I can go and pick up the year book CD? To (My Name), did you try to read the books I have to read? (lol--probably not.) And Emily, did you already start school yet?

Fine. I can really say that, I was piss/upset that she thinks her friend is lazy, and doesn't do anything but sit like a fat rock (?). I just can't believe her. WHAT KIND OF FRIEND ARE YOU?

I mean, I told her A LONG time ago, around 1.5 months ago in facebook that I will read the books she is reading for her summer homework. Let me look for the comments I posted on her wall. be right back.

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Chin: Sorry man, you're right, I did start watching the Japanese one first that's why. Then I watched the Tiwanese one...so.
Anyways, are you doing anything fun?
Did you recieve summer hmwk from (high school name)?

Me: Yeah. Next. time. don't. jump. to. conclusion. and. no. i. didn't. have. any. homework.

Chin: O-Kay...weird how you wrote that...and lucky you!

Me: if you think about it and look how i wrote that it means i was MAD at you *Sigh* and why? i'm reading books too, for my own enjoyment

Me: oh yea just tell me what's the books you have to read....
then maybe i'll read it too. so you don't have to COMPLAIN =-=.

Chin: (My Name)...I'm suppose to read "City of Ember" and "Nature of Alexander" and we have to buy the books! Damn!

Me: now that is sort of much better, you're not whiny *sigh*. *unplug ear plugs* o =-= o.

Well i think that's stupid they made you buy the book. lol you should have worked for Mr. Ruby, he gave out Borders gift card for whoever worked for him~. but yea... i was thinking if you can ask the teacher is school and sell the books for you lol for a cheaper price~ hmm maybe i'll read those books, have no life anyways~ doesn't that means Sha have to read too? hmmm~ she is a fast reader so maybe she can do it~ who knows i'm not in the program anymore HA! even if i have homework to do in summer i wouldn't complain since as i said before, i don't have a life~

yea next time don't be to whiny Dx cause i don't like, and maybe be more considerate. cause last time you really made me angry.

So then I borrow the book "City of Ember" from the library to read. And I change my status in the "Favorite Books:" saying "Reading: City of Ember". I'm sure if she saw that... But... I don't know. I DON'T KNOW.

Maybe she is to busy to see what her friend is doing. I don't know, I'm just speechless...

I mean... I saw she became a fan of this group and that group, the same group Mary joined. So they both request each other? I don't knw. No request for me PAHAHA!

*sigh* I tried for us to get along as friends, but results... just wasted. I don't know.

LOL end of that topic.


Eliza >E why didn't you get online, I have waited for you like 15 hours and you weren't on *sigh*. But you guys can go... I don't want to go now. I don't want to face anyone right now.

& also Eliza get better! >E or not I'll slap you.


Oh yea I took a Quiz in the forum... (this is base on your Bday, & you see which color you are, to know the result). Since I have 2 birthdays, I have two colors xD. When I look at my real birthday part, which the color was Brown D:.

You are active and sportive. It’s hard for other people to become close with you, but you fall in love easily, but once you find out you can’t get something, you give up and let go easily as well.

& my register birtday, which is Aqua (me love aqua :3).

Your feeling change suddenly and easily. You are always lonely, and like traveling. You are truthful, but you listen and believe the other people too easily. It’s hard for you to find love, and you get lost in love easily. Sometimes you get hurt by love.

I think the Aqua one match me the most lol.

& I also look at Sha's&Chin's (they have the same result)

Lime
You are calm, but easily stressed out. You get jealous easily and complain over little things. You can’t get struck into one thing, but you have a capable personality for everyone to trust you and like you.

So true. But somehow Sha have a different color lime. I mean she is much better, she cares more... I don't know lol.


& Eliza! I also look for yours :)~

Orange
You are responsible for your own actions, and you know how to teat people. You always have goals to reach, and are competitive. When it comes to friendship, you find it hard to trust someone, but once you find the right friend, you trust them forever.

lol I think that's true keke :P~ that's call a true friend T^T!

Kaye Unnie shared me some songs today :)~ Thank You Unnie *crys*! I really love this song now :) & I'll post this song into the 'Solo; Me' :)~

lol first I was dissapointed then upset, then sad, now normal... what the heck...

There's a lot of blockquote today and I don't know a lot today, & I'm sorry for that lol.

Other than today stories, I'll post what I have been doing this past days lol. Was to lazy to type & post, and I was busy sorry.


- Any Pig

PS: I update the song ^^ to, NewS - Ai Nante :)~ Kaye Unnie share me this song :D, & Thank You Unnie :)~
Somehow when I think of her I'm sad D:, she seem so emo XDD~ or is it the song that makes you feel sad&cry? I don't know.

hehe I'm a fan of NewS too but I never update on them D: gah, I love their songs now <33 but DBSK FOREVER!!