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lol. So this is how a family suppose to be. i see lol.

I'm sorry to say this... but my friends... *sigh* they don't know how I feel lol. They think I'm their friend, but they never understand me *laugh saracastically*.  I mean, I know that. You&your friends maybe friends but we don't really know each other inside life. Well some friends are very close and they always know what's going to their friends etc. But for me /o/ different. Even Chin doesn't know what the heck is going on with me. But HEY(?!) she is busy? Who knows.

well my whole point was to talk about my family lol. before I posted this post, my mom was talking to my dad about her life, living in America for 8 years. Man at that time I can't breath at all, somehow my whole body feel weak, it's really hard to describe it unless you have experience it. Maybe you can describe it as depression body? lol.

My sister <<" that dumbass, as much as I like her... Just she doesn't care all she does is chat&eat&go to work. When she finish eating she doesn't even clean it up, and get me in trouble so I have to clean it. I mean she is 18 already *sigh*. My dad saw the mail how much he have to pay for her college. & it was expensive, so now he want her to go into a different college.

I know my sister is dumb, I mean let's face it. I know she knows that but she doesn't want to face it. And she was stupid for not trying hard, doing good in school. Now this is what she got. T.T man. what the fuck.

my mom complains how dirty the house is (which it is clean, just we are lazy people to clean after ourselves). She said how her job is hard, which she works 16  hours a day or even more -_-". *sigh*. She cried saying everything to my dad. lol and I did too.

I mean, from what I'm seeing, our family is messed up. Even though the  house can look pretty, everyone is home. No on talk to each other, all we do is just complain to each other. My mom said how she understand my Aunt, where our garbage isn't thrown at the end of the day and it stinks. Where the dishes are still in the drying rack . Just mostly how we don't take care of the house a lot...

So from now on I'll try my best & HARDEST to clean&look after this house. Since all of my family is working and I'm just at home *laugh saracastically*. I'll try my best to get myself back together, and go out alittle to react to other people, because today I went to shopping for some school supplies and I felt soo awkward ._.", I'll try my best to sleep at the right time.  & I'll try my best to study & look over the forum. That's a lot of promise but I'll do those task one by one ^^" Hwaiting me -O-"!

today is all Olympic&Korean Festival. I picked Olympic, I bet all of my friends what at the Korean Festival, but I don't really care... Because they can enjoy themselve, since when I'm there nothing's going to happen. So fuck it.

*sigh*





























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PS: I really want to update the song to Yoo Hee Yeol - Summer day but Imeem doesn't have it =-=". Meaning I have to DL the songs and upload it there... Maybe I'll do it tomrw~ So update tomrw?

PPS: the pervious post (below) I didn't edit yet, but will tomrw too~

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