I feel used.

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I think I don't need to explain why I feel used, but I just do. & it will take a long time typing why xD~ But I'll just tell that I feel like I'm being used in real life, online & my inner life *sigh*.

Why does my luck got be to so small T.T?

Today my sister got all itchy in the morning, that's all I heard, since I just woke up (and to get ready for the add of the staff mass chat). So later she got home around 9PM, from work. All of sudden she run down to the basement (where my computer&where I live basically xD). Anyways, she was crying <<" like A LOT. Her face was all red with bumpy area, and everywhere. Like the leg, arms, but, thigh, ear, face, boob, stomache, feet, & even her skull O.O;;! LOL The moment I saw her like this, I knew she got hives @.@", since I got that once in sixth grade, but it wasn't that bad as my sister O-O". Just to describe it, it burns your skin as hell & it itches D:. I bet mine doesn't hurt as much as my sister <<" hers is like 5x worser O-O".

She is lucky though that the hives didn't go to her lungs, throat, tongue, etc~ Because if she does have it there... She got to go to the emergency T.T". I worry the heck out of my pants when I saw her crying XD~ Cause she nevers cry in front of people xD.

In the end, we went to Walgreens and bought Wal-dryl XD~ like Benadryl hehe. So she is alrightie now. LOL she was crying like a bitch MOO HA HA!! I made fun of her, when I saw the hives on her back. It looks like the earth, with South America. & Some island. HE HA!!

Shoot, ><" right now I'm scratching so much D;!

Doing my homework right now ><" It's 11.22PM. Still got tommorrow though so it's all good :D~! But I should of done my homework today =-=". anyways, doing algebra first, since it's easy (a bit hehe). Then the rest D:~

Got like four homework left. It's urm... For;

Health -- Food Pyramid chart D: gah I need to look for one >< in color D:!
World Studies -- Read page 20-22. Do a 2 page of notes. & answer 1-3 questions.
English (due on 9/11 though hoot~) -- Read "Speak" page 3-45. Do 10 responses & vocab.
Biology -- This two worksheets thingy

Then I got to practice my Chinese, & my blowing to blow in the flute.

Yups that's all +-+"...

About the Staff Mass Chat. Everything got back together, the forum will be back ^^;. It will be open again NEXT monday, Lily said that... But Sanbi said when the new layout is made O-O" So I don't know lol. There will a Staff Sign-In again, so whomever want to keep their job, they got to sign in again. Those who doesn't sign in will become an advance member.

Urm... Something new will be, there will be a Graphic Team (GT) which Lily Unnie will handle that. & the Translations Team (TT) Sanbi Unnie will let that. So for now the translators will have to work with Sanbi Unnie ^^; hooot ~ no more work for me&Angie xD~!! But I still do want to help with the Tranlators ><" since we got a lot (or a bit) of a connection right now T.T" *sniffs*. Rei Unnie will quit T.T" but she will work on another forum C:~ & I'll help with her. Including some other staffs members too ^^".

*sigh* well I guess, I don't have a lot to do LOL. But to maintain the Sliver Tongue & zap the spammers >D!! *sigh*

*sigh* I feel like no one say thank you to me lol. Even though I help them like saying what happen, they just say 'ok'. But maybe that's how people response T.T". I feel hurt T^T!

I have been watching (yesterday&today, almost finish with this drama XD~) urm the name is 'Aim for the Ace!' (Japanese Drama, is about tennis). In that drama they say so much Thank Yous & they got a lot of sportmanship T^T" esp this girl LOL~ I don't know her name. But it's 'Ayakia' something D:~.

Now I'm even listening to this song which say 'Thank You' a lot too *sigh* Well it say 'Thank You For Your Love'. *sigh* I wish that people will say Thank you to each other lol. Even though I don't recieve a lot of thank yous, but I hope one day everyone will say thank you to each other ^^~ & always remember to say that two words C:~ It does make a difference ^^".

I'll go for now ^^". I'm trying to post an entry everyday hehe. Already did for six days :D!

I'll go update the song, that I was talking about ^^~

NITES~

- Any Pig

PS: Update Song! [Orange Range - SAYONARA]
lol it doesn't mean I'm saying good bye :P~ It's just saying Good Bye & have a new fresh start :D! I forgot this song lyric but it's something like that xD~
This song was in the Teppan Shojo Akane OST ^^~ I saw the drama it was good; okkies C:~

It's something like Thank You For Helping/Loving Me But I'll Leave You Now. Sayonara.