is what I need to do!!

Finals is coming like in one day, or not even one day now lol. I haven't really prepare myself for the finals, so I'll study & do my best!! On wednesday I'll have; algebra, music, biology,&english. Then Thursday; biology part 2, world studies, chinese & I think that's all. Man wednesday will be a bad day ><"!! Need to study my ass off&do good. GAMBATTE!!

hmm... what's the main topic about today? Just I'm starting to feel friend-less again, or just don't have the bond anymore. Or it's just that I don't like Chin a lot.

Just today in band she said "I made the team, for basketball!" I didn't feel happy at all, because I'm shocked she didn't tell me that she tried-out. I felt like I'm some classmate she tells to just because I'm another ear. I said "HA HA HA you didn't tell me you try-out, but CONGRATS!! You better be mean in there, because in basketball you got to be agressive!"

Later, she said "Phuong you wanted to join in the basketball team too?" (i said no, I really don't want to be in it). then she said "Oh you should join some sporting team too!" PAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. NICE. I have been saying that I wanted to play in bowling <_<". What a fucking nice friend. Thanks for that. After she said "Next year I want to join the bowling team!" wtf I have been saying that I want all 3 of us to join a sport team. But I guess she likes her way, so I don't give a damn.

I felt so betrayed, like I'm a smoke tray. I always spread the word for service learning hours, I always say I want all 3 of us to do everything together, but look what happened we all have our own worlds. &I'm still thinking they wanted the same thing to do everything together. I feel like I'm an assistant =-="!!

After she got me more annoyed, by saying something that pissed me off. I forgot what it was, but I said that THIS highschool is boring. She said "Oh you should transfer to another school then." it was something close to that. WOW how nice can you be, my friend.

&that was the end of the conversation. I think she noticed she annoyed me. When I left band, the rest of the day was a grumpy day for me, ha ha ha.

Just hate if when she realize it at the last minute.

I'm sorry if I'm saying too much about Chin, but there's something that REALLY bothers me.

She said she doesn't like band, or she starting to not like it. She wanted to join because she wanted to play the violin, but the school doesn't teach that. At that time I felt jealous of her, that she is talented playing the flute, better than me&maybe she'll jump up to the advance band. She was this good&she just abuse her power. I really fell like saying "You're lucky to be so good at playing the flute&even great at it, but you're giving up. It's like you're killing another person dream who wants to play better with the flute."

I know it's like a drama quote, but yea I thought that quote totally match it.

Anyways, I have spilled a lot of beans, better sleep&wake up early, nights.

- Any Pig