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Friday, July 23, 2010, 1:42 PM
Isn't being friendless better?
I know I have been talking a lot about my friend issues. I just talk Sha Sha or at least some time before this... She sounds so independent, because she have another life. I don't know... it sounds like she doesn't even need a friend, I'm not bad talking about her, but like the saying "family comes first then friends" that's her approach in life. Well she has been studying, because she have her religious school&other stuffs her family needs her to do, I do understand. I just wanted her to have fun and go outside, explore her city a little bit more. Also get time to relax going outside with her friends and stuffs.
I guess one of the issue is money. IT'S ALWAYS MONEY! Money kills everything... It let us limit our possibilities...
This comes to my other thought. I NEED A JOB. Well everybody needs a job. Having job not only allow you to know more people and earn money. It also teach you to be independent. I should start looking for a job, starting next summer, but I'm not sure... since I maybe on vacation. I will figure it out, somehow...
TO SHASHA
I know one day Sha Sha will read this, and I just want you to know that if I'm ever a bother to you, or I have changed or something, please tell me. I know family is important and I respect that, but you should notice your friends, cause they will be a part of your life somehow. I know, I know you do have a lot of stuffs and struggles, let your friend share some part of it too!
That's the meaning of friendship... Last time you said you wanted to go somewhere cause you're bored, I gave you options, but I know you're a person who always change your mind, but please don't... I care about you Sha Sha, as my friend, please don't distant you away from me :(...
In conclusion, I'm just questioning myself, isn't it better friendless? I really don't know, but I think friend is a key to your heart, without them, I'll be lonely and depressed :(. I have been in a depression before and I hope I'll never get it again, in those times my heart and mind really hurt. Maybe that empty feeling will come again someday, and I know I won't like it...
- Any Pig
PS: Change song from Depapepe - Summer Parade to Jason Derulo - Ridin' Solo :) |
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Friday, July 23, 2010, 1:42 PM
Isn't being friendless better?
I know I have been talking a lot about my friend issues. I just talk Sha Sha or at least some time before this... She sounds so independent, because she have another life. I don't know... it sounds like she doesn't even need a friend, I'm not bad talking about her, but like the saying "family comes first then friends" that's her approach in life. Well she has been studying, because she have her religious school&other stuffs her family needs her to do, I do understand. I just wanted her to have fun and go outside, explore her city a little bit more. Also get time to relax going outside with her friends and stuffs.
I guess one of the issue is money. IT'S ALWAYS MONEY! Money kills everything... It let us limit our possibilities...
This comes to my other thought. I NEED A JOB. Well everybody needs a job. Having job not only allow you to know more people and earn money. It also teach you to be independent. I should start looking for a job, starting next summer, but I'm not sure... since I maybe on vacation. I will figure it out, somehow...
TO SHASHA
I know one day Sha Sha will read this, and I just want you to know that if I'm ever a bother to you, or I have changed or something, please tell me. I know family is important and I respect that, but you should notice your friends, cause they will be a part of your life somehow. I know, I know you do have a lot of stuffs and struggles, let your friend share some part of it too!
That's the meaning of friendship... Last time you said you wanted to go somewhere cause you're bored, I gave you options, but I know you're a person who always change your mind, but please don't... I care about you Sha Sha, as my friend, please don't distant you away from me :(...
In conclusion, I'm just questioning myself, isn't it better friendless? I really don't know, but I think friend is a key to your heart, without them, I'll be lonely and depressed :(. I have been in a depression before and I hope I'll never get it again, in those times my heart and mind really hurt. Maybe that empty feeling will come again someday, and I know I won't like it...
- Any Pig
PS: Change song from Depapepe - Summer Parade to Jason Derulo - Ridin' Solo :) |
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